College is supposed to be different from high school, yet here I am living almost exactly how I was back then. I still don't party. I still don't date. I still ace my classes. And my best friend is still the most popular guy in school who encourages me to try new things on the regular. He takes me to parties, as a friend. He teaches me how to flirt with boys, as a friend. He holds me when we sleep, as a friend. He offers to teach me how to kiss, as a friend. And I think I'm starting to fall in love with him, not as a friend. DISCLAIMER: Hey guys I know most of my books are PG-13 to the T but this book is not. There is swearing. There is sexual behavior. There is talk of drugs and alcohol. I don't condone/encourage any of these behaviors. I'm just writing about college and a lot of these things do take place in college, so for the sake of being realistic, I included them. But just because these are discussed in the book does not mean you have to do them. Please read with that mindset and don't believe that these things are necessary in order to have a good time or to be perceived as cool.

part one

part two

part three

"stop sending me your stupid letters. if you want my attention just say it to me in person... idiot." || angst ⚠️ || completed

❝ would you look at that, we have matching bruises ❞

he was one of those people you never knew you needed until you had it. ©adville-2016

"ㅡ you're like a cat, everytime i go near you, you always run away." - [ #857 in fanfiction. lower case intended. ]

"sit closer to me, that guy is undressing you with his eyes." "aren't you doing the same?"

i know im supposed to be acting but holy shit i'm actually in love with you. © lambskwer // not editing, i was like 11 when i wrote this, cringefest ngl