Dan, 17 years old, has a crush on the bad boy. He doesn't even know his name. All he knows is that he has raven hair and blue eyes. The blue eyed boy. He also knows that he is older and the school's bad boy. He knows he shouldn't like him but he just can't resist.

Straight camp - a horrible place where people are sent to become straight. They will beat you, starve you, and torture you until you are "cured." But not anymore. A group called the Rebellion, lead by the proud lesbian Rosa, is ready to break free. Seventeen year old Phil Lester is nervous to go, but is convinced by the one he loves, the beautiful Dan Howell. Will they make it out together and be free, or will the torture and pain persist on and on...? (Warnings and triggers: rough language, derogatory words, angst, thoughts of suicide, self harm)

Dan wasn't like any other 16-year-old boy. He liked flowers and pink things. Big deal? Clearly it was to those around him. He was different, that was why they hated him. Phil was like most 16-year-old boys, just not like the ones at his school. Being raised in a nasty neighbourhood meant the piercings and dyed hair were also seen as different. If you weren't rich, you were a mistake. When these two outcasts meet, they'll change each other's lives forever. They just need to learn to let each other in.

Dan Howell is Phil Lester's biggest fan. All Dan ever does is watch AmazingPhil's videos. When Dan crosses paths with Phil, he begins to think that he's falling in love, and starts questioning his sexuality.

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.