I'm so sorry. You trust me hardly. I do the best I can do. But it never amazes you. I try make you happy. You give me this sappy, smile. I try making you laughing. You look at me like really wow. I try talk to you. Y make me seem like a fool. When your sad. I stop what I'm doing to make you glad. When you cry I hold you. You look at me like it's something new. But I try. And you treat me like everyone else. And everyone else treated you like treated you like the last of the milk. The just put you back on the shelf. And u waited for the next person to pick you up and be great But the used a little more of you. Making you delay. And every time someone tries to shop. You tell them your time isant ready. Like you set an alarm on a clock!!! But it never came. Like you pushed the snooze forever button. When I tried to talk yo reaction was so sudden. You instantly thought. He's like all the others. Trying to use the last of me. I will not let it happen! Little did she know I'm

Love me is what she said!! Love me until I'm dead she said!! Love me even when I have grey hairs in my head she said!! Love me when I'm laying on the hospitals bed she said!! And I did. I loved her until she had grey hairs in her head. I loved her until she was laying on the hospitals bed. And I loved her until she was dead!! But now she is dead who am I to love?? Who's to love me?? I have grey hairs in my head!! Who's to love me?? I'm laying on the same hospitals bed!! Who's to love me?? I can feel my self almost dead!! Who's to see to my need and I saw to hers?? Who to take care of me?? These days are so LONELY!! Who's to????