(This story is officially over a year old, thank you all for your support!!) This is a Phanfic of what it would be like if Dan was actually born a girl but wanted to be a boy, and now that he is, he has to tell Phil.. This story will not contain romantic relations between Dan and Phil, sorry to disappoint you. A/N: it warms my heart knowing that I've touched the lgbt community with this little fic. I was inspired by my bisexuality to try thinking outside of the box and putting myself in the shoes of a transgender person and I think I've done a well job.

Dan and Phil first met in secondary school. Despite the four year between them, they immediately clicked and became the best of friends. Dan shares some o f his deepest secrets and trusts Phil like a brother. Dan is a year 7, 11 years old and new to Rawtenstall. He starts being bullied for having gay mothers, but Dan himself wasn't exactly straight. From a young age, he knew that he wasn't always just attracted to girls, and his feeling were proved when he meets Phil. Dan thinks that Phil is the best thing that ever happened to him. After being hospitalised after an attack, he confesses his feelings to Phil and soon become lovers. Phil is a 16 year old. He was okay at school. After beating anorexia, he wants to help people. Phil is very smart and his friends, PJ and Chris think that he's an amazing person. When Phil meets Dan, he feels like a hole has been filled. After tragic events, helping Dan recover from a suicide attempt and tries to help with his depression. Soon Phil has to leave Dan to go to university, making their relationship long distance and limiting the days where they can see each other. Best friends turn to lovers... Enemies turn to killers... Will Dan and Phil be able to pull through the hard times ahead? Will Phil understand Dan's situation? Is their love strong enough to last forever?

Dan likes Phil. Dan thinks Phil is straight so is sent into a massive wave of jealousy when Phil comes home one day with a boyfriend. What will happen? Read to find out;) Such an original title right? Guess I better warn you there is boyxboy as if it wasn't obvious.

*contains brief mentions of self-harm* They say that love has no boundaries but what if one of them can't remember who they love? Phil suffers from memory loss in which he can't remember the previous day or his relationship with the love of his life, Dan. Update 01/23/2017: Holy shit, I haven't been on in almost a year. Can't believe that there are 20k reads. I am in awe! Unfortunately, I haven't been involved in the phandom for quite some time. I will probably not write a sequel, but if anyone else wants to.. idk go for it fam

One day, Dan meets a girl at a bar. He likes her a lot, and so he asks her for her number. She gives it to him, no problem. When he texts her the next day, he finds out that she, indeed, gave him a fake number. But who knew something good could come out of it? Dan: Kaylie? Unknown Number: sorry, dude. fake number, I guess.

"I guess times change. People forget the promises they make. They move on with their lives, and start families, and wander down new career paths. I was never one of those people. I was never up for change. But Phil was." Dan Howell, a 26 year old protagonist and sometimes video blogger, lost his best friend Phil Lester, a 30 year old child at heart, to the ways of family and love. Phil adores spending time with 28 year old Milly Langdon and so decides on keeping it that way. Dan doesn't enjoy Milly's company so Phil decides it's best if he just moves on. Every day after that, Dan regrets ever opening his mouth. Will Phil ever realise what he truly left behind? (This is set in the future, that's why their ages aren't their real ages oh)

Phil loves Dan. Dan loves Phil. When they find out how will they react? Will it lead them into more trouble than their relationship is worth? WARNING: Contains Self-harm, scenes of cruelty, swearing, general boyxboy stuff.