Kay she's bisexual and she doesn't know actually what sex she really wants. Kay does a little experimenting on her own, also Kay thinks that all the fantasies that she fantasize about are turned into realities. But realizes at the end of the story that her true love has always been there right in front of her the whole time.

"Josh w-what are you doing?" I asked as he kissed me "I want you to know how much I care" he said I knew he was going to just fuck me and leave he never ever kept a girlfriend and to make it worse he was my bestfriend