I STARTS OFF CRINGY BUT IT GETS BETTER. I PROMISE. When Phil Lester moves to a new town he's really excited to make some new friends at the local school that he is to attend. But will making friends with the suicidal boy with brown eyes and fringe be something more than he bargained for? A/N: This story contains A LOT of depression, self harm and suicide. So if you are triggered by those things please DO NOT read this. I don't want my writing to hurt anyone. --------------------- I'm sorry if it's not that good as this is my first phanfic! ^_^ NO SMUT May contain: Abuse Suicidal thoughts, cannon And (of course) swearing.

i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

[completed] two strangers are stuck on an elevator on a rainy monday morning. confessions ensue. ; copyright © 2016

dan✨: my names blurryface and phil: i care what you think dan✨: i think we'll be great friends /this book has no plot/

Dan Howell and Phil Lester share a passion for soccer. When they make it onto their school's team, they are determined to impress the coaches and their teammates. The two boys are too caught up in competition to realize that they are more alike than it seems, instead drinking while underage and bringing home bad report cards. But then one night they find each other at a party, and suddenly their relationship is moving faster than a ball flying towards the goal.

Phil goes to a new school after bullying becomes too much at his other. But the negativity that has placed itself in his life suddenly starts slowly drifting away when he immediately meets a new friend, Dan Howell, almost immediately. Their friendship quickly escalates, and leaves Phil thinking that maybe his life isn't so cursed after all.

[COMPLETE] Dan always knew he wasn't straight but he couldn't admit it to himself.. That changes when he goes to a boarding school and gets to know this guy called Phil. Triggers: a lot of fluff (and smut in some chapters), boyxboy - Phan. (also my first fanfic ever<3 please go easy on me, this wasn't edit and I can't read it again without cringing)

Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn't of a brotherly nature...