Sorry if this is triggering

Johnnie has had difficulties with bullies, his dad's death, and his ex. Things happen and become to much for him. He does something terrible then realizes he's in love... *If you don't like smut, I'll warn you on those chapters. Love you seagulls*

Tony is left with the heartbreaking memories of his ex Oliver. He turns to what he knows best and is soon admitted into a hospital for troubled teens. When he goes in, he has the mindset that nothing will change him, but that changes when he meets the one person who can change his perspective. His name? Michael Fuentes.

Formerly known as Depression. This is about depression. Well. That and the insecurites, issues and thoughts about it. I assure you all of these are my own personal experiences and not stolen. Some of them are just scenes that flash in my head occasionally, when I'm at rock bottom. I just wanted to let all the depressed people put there know that you are not alone. Everything here has either happened to me a long time ago or right now. Don't worry, I'm getting over it (I hope) Caution:This might be a trigger to a few peers. Highest 'achievement': #8 in poetry [9th-10th June 2016]

If you are thinking of suicide, you cut, your depressed, you feel like the only answer is self harm or death... its not. I know what its like. to feel hated, to feel unloved, to feel self concious, to feel fat, ugly, and stupid. I know. and I'm tying to 1. raise awareness to people who don't know. and 2. to help you out if you know these feelings. There will be stories. and sayings. I want you to think twice before you do something stupid. I want you to feel my love. please read. XoXo, Avery

Tony Perry is a tattoo artist by day, a drug slinger by night. Mike Fuentes is the ring leader of a massive drug cartel. What happens when their jobs cross paths? . . . Disclaimer: I wrote this when I was twelve