Izaya questions all he ever works and lives for. Then when finding the answer he looses himself completely. Spiraling into a depression he can't pull himself out of. He laughs at himself when found at his lowest point by the last person he wanted to be seen by Warning// deep fanfiction. Trigger warning for some people don't like don't read. Thank you

Izaya is sick and Shizuo is just finding out (first Shizaya fanfic *don't judge*) ((I am physically incapable of writing smut, so have some of the fluffy stuff!!)) Disclaimer: I own none of the characters!! *sad face* Also the story's finished, just in case you were wondering :P {thank u guys for all the comments and votes!!! ily<3}