{A Twenty Øne Piløts fanfiction} In his notebook, Tyler Joseph starts recording the conversations and battles he has with Blurryface, the embodiment of his depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. Will he be able to defeat Blurry, or will his insecurities destroy him?

Despite knowing his parents would be upset if he went outside at such an unholy hour of the morning, Tyler still felt that urge. The urge that mankind had been feeling from day one, the urge that made Eve try the fruit from the forbidden tree, the urge that made Magellan traverse the ocean, the urge that made Buzz want to go to the moon. The urge to explore, to discover. Curiosity.

Tyler Joseph, a shy boy with anxiety, deals with adult life as he gets his first real boyfriend, Josh, goes to community college, and comes out of the closet to his religious parents. {Trigger Warnings: Anxiety, panic attacks, some depression, some cursing, homophobia}