2016©| The memories I now held of her were heartfelt. I miss her playing with my lips in the morning because she wanted me to wake and hear my voice. I miss her getting dressed up for nothing because she knew I was watching. I miss her treating Harley like her own. I missed her attitude, her flaws she swore existed, I miss her. 5 months have gone by and I only see her when she's on FaceTime with Harley. She promised never to leave her life and she kept her promise. I always ask Harley to ask her to see the baby before she'd call just so I can see my little girl. Last time she directly spoke to me was when she let me know the gender of the baby and asked if I had any ideas for a name. A month or so ago I heard she had a boyfriend from Harley. They were on FaceTime and some nigga was in the background. Harley questioned her about him and Rose answered every question before eventually saying "yeah he's something like a boyfriend". The days that followed I answered none of her calls. I couldn't cope with her moving on. I missed her. I missed her. I missed her. | I do not own any pictures or videos published in this book|

2016©| Childhood memories crowed my mind when I saw her smile or trying to remember the handshake from our childhood that I never forgot. She doesn't know I remember but if acting as if I don't will keep her around longer then I don't. We could spend hours together talking about nothing or just seamlessly listening to her talk about herself. I was never listening but her voice soothed my very being. She knew me like the back of her hand and I liked it like that. She left for a summer to visit her folks and I made a one mistake. One night. One Time. Ruined my life. Everything shattered. Perfect memories of our future was ripped apart carelessly. Everything's around me was falling apart. My life was ruptured and it was my fault. Life as I knew it was over. Or was it just a new beginning? | Remade on 1/2/16 |

drew clanahan had everything, a loving family, she loved getting her education, she was the most popular student in school, but she didn't have the perfect relationship. story is based of bryson tiller's song "don't"