Title Says It All

-Is from last summer's rain -Are tears which always stain I live with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. This time (Tuesday) a few weeks ago, I tried to drown myself in a bath tub. I have to face that knowledge that I couldn't manage it everyday, and here is how I cope. Here is where I write about my psychological findings. (Title refrences a song written by myself.)

"Lauren!" I spun around, agitated, "What, Felix?" "How.. Dare you?" "How dare I? How dare you! Don't tell me what to do!" "We're engaged-" "Last time I checked- I was supposed to be dead, I don't think it applies anymore." "You're still wearing the ring..." "This ring?" I threw it at him, spinning around the dark ruby ring on my opposite hand. "Looks like I'm on the rocket." I smiled with cherry-red lips, and fluttered my eyebrows sweetly. I was supposed to be dead, and who said I had to use my feminine charm for good? The nought made me grin delicately, an easy smile fell onto my lips.