it started on the internet.

When Troye is admitted to a psychiatric ward following a suicide attempt, the only thing he wants is to get discharged as soon as possible. The last thing he expects to find is a friend, let alone anything more. If there's one thing he learns, it's to never judge a book by it's cover. And to never take life too seriously, or take anything for granted. [Some content may be triggering - trigger warnings will be included at the beginning of any chapters including this kind of content.] Highest Rank: #155

"Let me tell you the story, about what happens when a heart as cold as ice meets one made of gold." What happens to the things that nobody can remember? Are they forgotten? Did they mean anything at all? Did they even exist at some point? All his life, Connor has been told that he must forget. That he must let go and move on, and live the life he has been gifted with, even after the tragedy. But Connor doesn't want that. He keeps in mind the same series of noises over and over, every day, just to get by and to convince himself that it wasn't just a dream. That it happened. That it was real. That he was real. For the past ten years he has been moving from place to place, with barely any interest to accommodate himself. That is until he reaches that town... and meets him. Funny, how it works in the ways of the heart.

troye is his baby. connor's scared he'll drop him.

he had paint on his hands and for the first time in a long time troye wanted to touch someone //long way home // låpsley// *could be triggering for some people. mentions of abuse, anxiety, and depression. please be safe.*

If you had told Connor about Troye six months ago, he would've wholeheartedly disbelieved and denied it. If you had told him about how he would fall hopelessly in love with a boy and everything would be different after, he would've simply laughed in your face. Isn't it funny how things change?!

"One day, I'm going to jump. And its going to be grand, and all the world is going to see that even a pretty boy has feelings too." UNEDITED AND VERY SAD ALSO ITS A SHORT STORY THAT STARTS ON CHAP 18 AND ENDS WITH 23 BC THE CHAPTERS REPRESENT HIS AGE K

Troye Mellet is not popular. He's middle class in the teenage hierarchy and the head of the bitter kids. Cocky "populars" and superficial teens are his enemies, and high-school society his hell. But, behind the social ruse that is his hatred, there is a deep sadness. Loneliness; bottled and festering into complete misery. Connor Franta is popular, and he is weighed down by that label. He's the shyest one of his group, the vulnerable one, the easiest one to tease. Terrified of losing his "friends," even with their constant bullying, Connor's life is a whirlwind of anxiety. He's miserable, but the idea of sitting alone at lunch shakes him to his core. When a group of underdog teachers notice their unfortunate similarities, these seemingly polar opposites are brought together. Both boys find life-altering answers, love and comfort within a person they've been trained to hate. After all, since when did the truest kind of love care about status? TW: self-harm, eating disorders, talk of suicide, gun violence, smoking. (Nothing to the extent of a mature content filter)

"Since when did boys in miniskirts come waving guns around in innocent peoples faces?" • Book one of three in the Zombies and Miniskirts trilogy. 1: Zombies and Miniskirts 2: Makeup and Machetes 3: Crossbows and Croptops • ~Started on April 11th, 2016~ ~Ended May 18th, 2016~ • Cover art by @tronnah on wattpad

"Why do you know all these things about me? It's kinda scary Connor." • Two of three of the Zombies and Miniskirts trilogy. 1: Zombies and Miniskirts 2: Makeup and Machetes 3: Crossbows and Croptops • ~Started May 18th 2016~ ~Completed July 30th 2016~