For seventeen year old Newt, the number ten is everything. Ten steps. Ten times you must snap your fingers. Ten nods of your head. Ten. When he's put in a mental institution for his extreme OCD, depression and anxiety, he meets some unlikely friends. And possibly the boy he's been looking for his whole life. But can he trust him? (also on AO3 under ava_kay) WARNING: content may be TRIGGERING for some (deals with various mental illnesses) most characters from The Maze Runner by James Dashner, I do not own them. p.s.- if newt says anything that seems ignorant towards mental illnesses, please know I'm trying to portray a teenager who doesn't understand yet, and that he eventually will understand!

I promised I'd save him. But how can you save someone when you can't even save yourself? - TERRIBLE AT DESCRIPTIONS BUT THE BOOK IS BETTER I THINK ?!?!?!? Also the reason for me making Thomas an alcoholic is to raise awareness of the fact that many alcoholics are actually sufferers and cannot help their addiction, due to popular belief. **TRIGGERS OF SUICIDE, ALCOHOLISM, SELF HARM, POSSIBLY MORE***