TheStarAwards winner!! 2nd position on 16th/Sep/17 Life gets a little too hard to handle sometimes, so we try to show it through our words filled with anger, regret, frustration, confusion, and mostly the pain- something that no one can understand except you, yourself. Most of the times, one has to deal with it all alone. I believe that people need let go of everything bottled up in some way. And to let it all out, I chose writing. ~◇~◇~◇~ As the title states, this book is all about deep random thoughts.

In a world where the special teens called the gifted coexist with normal humans there was chaos, gifted people were hunted down for powers unknown to anyone except the military and the rebels. The military misunderstood these powers as an alien threat on the planet and formed the the G.E.U,gifted extermination unit, and G.D.U, gifted detainment unit. The rebels formed the ultimate squad, the G.A.S, or the gifted attack squad. A teen named keen wanted to be the best fighter of this squad, and strived to become the greatest in the rebel camp, after losing his father and mother to the G.E.U and his sister to the G.D.U he had a grudge and a desire to quench it.

***Sequel to 'Roses for Rachel'*** Everything has changed, and the stakes are twice as high. Rachel's story continues.....

**shortlisted for Wattys2017** Technically speaking, I died when I was seventeen. What should have been just another typical day out on the water with my friends, turned ugly fast when a freak storm came out of nowhere and I was thrown overboard. Had it not been for my damned dress, I could have swam to safety, but no, every day had to be a fashion show, and my dress got caught on rocks, holding me down until I drowned. I thought right before I died I would at least get to see a montage of my fabulous life, all the parties and romantic dates with my perfect boyfriend, Asher, but nope again. Instead, all I saw was a hideous sea monster smiling to me as my lungs filled with water. When I woke up in a cave in the middle of the ocean, that sea witch made me an offer I couldn't refuse. I could go back to my perfect life, and my adorable boyfriend, all I had to do was give the sea witch two years of my service, and then she'd free me from my fate. It seemed easy enough at the time, but can the price to live actually come at too high of a cost? Highest rank #5 in paranormal

Excerpt - Coming to amazon soon! Humanity was not a term to be used loosely. Once lost, it is believed to never be attainable again. Vieri knew this all too well. She had firsthand experience at feeling yourself slip away until you didn't much care what was left of the person you used to be. Nor for it to be replaced with darkness thick enough to welcome all your demons home. Without the other half of her soul, her fated, she never stood a chance. Blood lust fueled her every waking moment and the bodies of her growing hunger were noticeably piling up. There was only one man that could save her from herself, but was he going to be too late? If ever there was an Alpha that felt out of place in his own damn skin, it was Rainier Delmont. His glamour of confidence was strong and the pack of Nightshade might have been fooled by his dominance, but the Alpha, the man himself, knew better. Enter a vampire with an itchy fang and he might be forced to defend his territory against the very female meant to be his future.

Two weeks. Two awkward teens. One play. For Zoe and Zak, everything is on the line. With fourteen days to fix their stage chemistry, they've bitten off a bit more than they can chew. Zoe knows the only way to embrace the chemistry test is with an open mind. What she doesn't expect--her heart must be open, too. And acting can only get her so far.

Emma doesn't exactly understand the term 'subtle'. Alex doesn't understand how much he means to Emma. After meeting in a library, the two embark on a journey of friendship, love and loss. There's ups and downs. There's laughter and tears. But there's also a lost boy and a girl trying to help him pave the way.

#860 in Romance(18.08.16) #849 in Romance (06.09.16) #812 (07.09.16) "Remember when you forgive, you heal. And when you let go, you grow." He speaks quietly, cupping my face in his big hands. "But some wounds are beyond the line of forgiving" I whisper slowly, letting the tears fall as the worst moment of my life comes back haunting my memory once again. "Your weak point." Lucas says with a dirty grin on his face, Blake looks up at him angrily.."Don't you dare.." He says in a warning voice, his face red with anger. Lucas smirks "Time to pay.." Blake's fist curls up in a punch, "Don't scare her, don't touch her, don't talk to her. It's only me who you should deal with."He adds angrily. "Then a bet?" "This night...like every other night..I promised myself to get back at the murderers of my mother, i promised myself again to get her justice and to never let them satisfy their greed and thirst.. I will get back at them, soon enough." She cries as she hugs her mother's picture even tighter against her chest. Happiness comes with a price, and he wasn't letting that price to be Her. But little did he knew about the reality of her life. As he came closer, he heard soft whimpering sounds and saw that her face was glistening with tears.. He couldn't help but kneel in front of her, brushing off the strands of her hairs from her face. "The child of the victim, the victim of abuse, the victim of forced marriage. This is me.." Stacey mutters as another sob escapes through her mouth. "Stacey Jordan, in front of all these people would you accept me, Blake Stephen, the bad boy of our school and will you Be My Forever?" What will happen when the Bad Boy falls for the tough yet shy, nervous and a frightened fighter.. the ordinary girl.. Stacey? How are they going to put up the puzzles and solve the unnerving mystery of their life? Keep reading to know that... Copyright ©2016, Meshu_

That girl. That coat. That journal. That love. Scott Chamber's is a hater of love. Ever since his one and only love left him in the most humilating of fashions. But, another day writing. Another day on the train. Another day alone. He sees her. He does see her right? The hair. The coat. It has to be her. But just as he was about to find out, she runs. She escapes. Leaving behind one thing. Her journal. Can he find her? Can he find the answers? Reading passages out of her journal is his only clue. His only help. [Contains mature themes - Including; Strong Language, sexual scenes and references]