I'm Laine (L-a-n-e-y) Mathers, I'm 14 and I've lived in Compton mostly all of my life (if you can call it a life) My real dads a rapper so I don't see him a lot & my moms an alcoholic. My moms and dad are divorced and my moms new husband hurts me along with my mother. I only have two friends Cuz my bully turned everyone else against me. My bullies name is Steven Fernandez! He hates me for no reason but, he also will flirts with me. I think he just does that to soften me up then he'll tear me back down. I do cut! I have over 50 scars but, there all caused my the same person, Steven! We were really good friends in 3rd grade then he just started being mean to me in 4th and ever since...

I wrote lonely on my body because that's what I was. And 'ugly' on my mirror because that's what I saw. But then he came and I felt his lips write "perfect" on every single inch of me. There was once a time in my life, when I wanted to fall off a bridge, But then he came along and made me forget the difference. {Listen to Paradise by Jack & Jack if you want)