Sexual content. Swearing. Read at own willing. First book, enjoy!

Tom's back in Germany after college and the little brother he called dear has changed. He wants nothing to do with Tom being that he felt abandoned when the older one left for college. But he didn't learn the social skills he would need to survive middle school because Tom wasn't there and Tom sees that it's his mistake.

For all of her messed-up life, Ashley has lived in her dream world. It's proved to be her one and only tried-and-true method of escape from the real one. Her dreams, one day, turn lucid, and she finds herself consistently paired up with a strange musician from Germany. The only thing that bothers her is that he seems to only exists in her dreams, and she has no way to know if it's only in her mind that the two of them have fallen inseparably in love. This story is written by @xAnDeinerSeitex She wrote this story on a website called TokioHotelFiction.com. I was able to locate her and found out she had a wattpad account. She has given me permission to post it on here. @xAnDienerSeitex aslo has a new updated version of the story, as seeing this one is a few years old. If you like to read that one click the external link on the side. And I would like to say I have no rights to this story and I am NOT the writer. I would also like to thank @xAnDeinerSeitex for writing this great story and letting me post it on my account.

This is my first series i wrote, There are 6 different Books in this. I written this a very long time ago so if you dont like how its written and think to give me "advice" or a review, keep moving on (if its negative) since i have changed my style since this story, I am reposting my stories from my tumblr to here; this story was made back in Sept. 2010 :) Post your postivie feedback if you liked :) There are 6 books total in this story Start from the top and work down to follow the story Correctly.

You have known the twins your whole life. They are like your brothers, except for the fact that you are in love with Bill and he has never noticed and you don't tell him since you think it will ruin your friendship. You met Gustav and Georg the same time that the twins did and you are really close to them too. BTW, you are as old as Bill and Tom, just about three months younger. Bill is going out with your old friend Rachel. She has told you once when you were friends that she was only interested in Bill for his money (yes he is famous) that is the cause for you not being friends anymore. Now you hate her and she hates you because she knows about your love for Bill. You have tried to tell Bill once but he didn't believe you. You didn't try again cause you don't want to loose him. A/N the first 5 parts I wrote when I was 16, 2010, just so you know.

I lost everything...I am a sacrifice:for my unloving parents,for all the bullied kids in my high-school,for my best friend,rachel...I will greet death as an old friend.Nobody is gonna miss me,remember me as a hero,just the emo freak that commited suicide.Tokio Hotel helped me long enough,i have to end this pain...

You know you are obsessed with Bill Kaulitz, when... Read this❤