Have you ever met someone that you're so in love with but people don't think it's a good idea? Someone that has a reputation so bad, that not even your own family can trust you with them? I met someone like that. Like a character in a Hollywood movie where the bad boy gets the good girl. But it's not like that, nothing is. Life's not a Hollywood movie. But it took me so long to knock some sense into myself and finally understand that. And when I look back now, I realize that I should have listened. But I didn't, so I learnt the hard way. --- (WARNING: this story contains mature content such as sexual references and strong language.)

astray - away from the correct path or direction * I began writing this story in 2015 and, quite evidently, the initial chapters are obviously written in a much worse and unorganised manner in comparison to the latest chapters. This is why I ask you to keep this in mind whilst reading them and take in to account the book does improve the further you read. Thank you, Max

'She wished for me to be happy, but never felt the emotion herself. I was all she had, Bonnie, and she was my everything. Now that she's gone I have no interest in relationships. I don't hate you, okay? I just don't know how to like you.' *** WARNING: This book contains mature content such as graphic depictions of sexuality, self-harm, drug use, strong language, and violence.