This book is deticated to anyone who had or is dealing with depression, any type of self-harm, anorexia, etc. stay strong<3 ---------------------------------------I sob and run into the bathroom, locking the white, wood door. I look around the room. The razor. I grab it and slice my wrist multiple times. Deeper and deeper. I ignore the boys screaming and pounding on the bathroom door, only focusing on the blade. I let out a yelp when a different type of pain is felt. I did it. Oh no, I did it. I cut too deep. I cover my wrist, trying desperately to stop the blood from pouring out of it. I think I sliced my nerve. I jump when the door is broken off the hinges and the boys come running in. I look at my wrist, and back over at the door. "Help.." I softly whisper as black spots enter my vision. __________________________ Ryan is a seventeen-year-old girl and just so happens to live with the biggest Boyband on the planet. One Direction. There are surprises, shockers, secrets, romance, and loads of drama. What happens when Ryan just wants to dissaper; but she always seems to be Found?

Three things happened simultaneously: the beer bottle dropped from his hand and shattered on the floor, my father let out a deep, throaty chuckle, and his hand had struck me across the face. I put my hand on the spot he had just hit and felt the heat and sting of the impact. I looked down at the broken beer bottle, still holding my hand on my cheek, and I felt a heavy boot kick into my waist. I fought back tears and stayed silent. After a few moments, I heard the footsteps retreating and the sound of a door slamming shut. When I was sure he was gone, I looked away from the broken bottle, and tears welled up in my eyes. I never showed my weaknesses to my father, happiness was the last thing I wanted to give him. After a few minutes, I pulled myself off the floor and slowly approached my dresser, cautiously opening the top drawer and moving some socks out of the way. I pulled out a long blade, and with trembling hands, slid it across my wrist, adding to the collection of scars. I began to quietly sing a familiar tune that seemed to comfort me in times like this: “Heart beats harder, time escapes me, trembling hands touch skin, it makes it harder, and the tears stream down my face. If we could only have this life for one more day, if we could only turn back time…” My voice trailed off and I drifted to sleep.

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

Tessa Young is an 18 year old college student with a simple life, excellent grades, and a sweet boyfriend. She always has things planned out ahead of time, until she meets a rude boy named Hardin, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters her plans.

Picture this; A mom, dad, daughter and a son. The perfect family. The live in a small blue house on the corner. The daughter is the head cheerleader and the son quarterback. The mom is a dentist and the dad a doctor. Now, take that picture rip it up and voila you have Sophie's life.

Daniella is Harry Styles sister. She has been away from the band and her brother for four years. Her life without them, was hard. She has spent all her time hiding her scars. She came from a world of abuse and hate, all from her father. But when she finally goes back to living with her brother and the band, will everything go the way she planned, or will her past come crashing down on her, so hard that she doesn't stand a chance?

Jess Carter wasn't considered lucky. Her Paternal parents are both gone. And she's constantly in a type of pain. She just can't catch a break! But those five boys always bring her back to sanity. One of the boys happen to be her long lost brother... Harry Styles.