This book sucks why is everyone reading it lmao I wrote it when I was 12 leave.

- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo

When Pj's parents die in a fire when she's only 2, she's taken to an orphanage seeing as the rest of her family was at the party where her parents were when the fire happened. Pj learned to grow up alone, no friends, no one to talk to, just Youtube videos to watch. When Dan and Phil walk in looking for a teenager, they spot her. Pj has to learn to live with a totally different life than her old one. She deals with hate, bullying, cheating, and back stabbing. Will she make it through? Or will she grow her wings at an age too young? Lets find out. Although it's not fully written out yet, there will most likely be mentions of depression and self harm/old scars. Any section that has a possible trigger I will have marked, and if a section isn't marked and you feel like it should be, please make me aware of it in the comments. (Currently under a little bit of re-writing.)