This book is about a topical 17 year old girl. her name is Amber all she want from life is to grow up, and never look back. Amber hates being at home because she is treated badly, the only two people that have ever cared about Amber is her brother jack and her best friend Kat, Kat has always been by Amber side, tell one day something happens to Kat and she is no longer there. Amber brother moved away and hasn't been around for a long time. as amber trying to find someone to care about her Amber soon finds what she has been looking for her hole life and not even knowing what she Truly wanted..