*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

We were enemies by birth. We were in love by choice. [trigger warning for like three chapters]

Daniel lives in Boston and Joey lives in L.A. Daniel finds Joey's videos and falls madly in love. Daniel finds him on a chat room and they talk for what seems like an eternity then they meet.( trigger warning: depression, suicidal actions and thoughts, abuse)