Benson's first kiss with a man is supposed to stay anonymous. Then the stranger turns on the light-and Benson realizes he just slept with Zayn, the guarded handyman his parents trust with everything. By daylight, they barely know each other. After dark, Zayn becomes the first man Benson has ever kissed, slept with, and wanted for more than one night. What begins as a private arrangement turns into hidden dates, mornings together in Benson's RV, and a relationship neither of them can admit exists. To Benson's family and everyone in Lake Havasu, they are best friends. But Benson's mother is getting worse, his father is hiding a betrayal, and Zayn has spent years making sure nobody looks too closely at his past. As their private life becomes more real, pretending in public starts to feel less like protection and more like rejection. Benson is finally ready to stop hiding. Zayn may love him too much to stay-and still be too afraid to let anyone know.

Soooo Idk if anyone else ships this but I do so now imma make one shots. If you dont like then dont read. If you do then enjoy Also I'm so sorry if chapters repeat, Wattpad is being difficult 😃🔫