"Kian, what the hell is a cigarette-" Jc barged into Kian's room, holding the stub of a cancer stick between his fingers. He instantly dropped it and used the same hand to wave away all of the smoke that came rushing towards him, like it was attacking him. Kian was sitting on his bed, head in hands, along with a cigarette. Jc coughed a few times before he confronted him. "Kian? What the fuck are you doing?!" A few steps later, the cancer stick was slapped out of Kian's hand, but Kian did nothing to stop him. He didn't have a reaction at all, actually. Jc kneeled down to Kian's height, and for the first time since he got there, Kian looked up at him. And what Jc saw wasn't something that he could ever prepare himself for. ••• - A Jian Story - If you're homophobic, then this isn't the book for you- The get the fuck out of here you little piece of literal pig shit. Smh ~ColorMeJian

Who cares. It's one dare... What's one little kiss? ••• What you don't know is that... You're my drug. One kiss leads to a million.

"I'm afraid" "I'll protect you" They were in a fight between staying together and listening to peoples opinions that sounded different to them. Fights in if they really feel how the feel toward each other

this is the OLD VERSION of the boy next door.

When an openly gay nerd (jc) falls in love with the supposedly straight cool guy his whole world flips upside down. Will Jc be able to get Kian out of his "popular socialite" shell and reveal his big heart or will kian continue hiding in the closet.

"The only thing worse than a Dead End" A Continuation of Dead End // B2 - A Jian Story - If you're homophobic, then this isn't the book for you- Then get the fuck out of here you little piece of literal cat shit. Smh -ColorMeJian

Jc is the nerd, the outcast that always gets bullied for being gay, Kian is the jock, the most famous guy in the school. (WARNING- involves Self harm, bullying, suicide, fighting, etc.)

- Jian Oneshots - /Twoshots - /Threeshots -Sneak Peeks - Pickles -Story Ideas - Basically me constantly rewriting different scenarios where two "straight" boys fall in love and live happily ever after. * DISCONTINUED * - which doesn't really matter because they're all one shots, but whatever - ... If you're homophobic, then this isn't the book for you- Then-- ugh nevermind. Just fuck off. -ColorMeJian

Basically the book of an insider to the Kian and Jc a fandom... Its a place were I expresses my thoughts, feelings, jokes and opinions on the two idiots that we hold so near and dear to our heart <3

"I feel as if I'm running back to where I started. You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing. Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me? Pushing and pulling feelings. Eternal my heart is yours. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm running. Run. Life will knock me down" - Never Enough, Papa Roach