He was so, so beautiful. And not in just the physical way. He was beautiful in what he was. Fire and smoke and tall things and candy and laughter and football games he didn't care about and music that he did and I will never be able to forget any of that, and I can't say that I ever want to. *** This story will contain upsetting thoughts and actions because of the fact that it's written from the view of a depressed human being. & i would edit this (considering it was written about two years back), but it's cool to leave things where they are. enjoy my older writing, dudes xx

Trigger Warning: Suicidal Actions, Depression "Goodbye," I whispered. And with that, I let myself fall. Now the question is, how did I get to the hospital?

Tyler just really loves filming, and Josh has eyes that would put the depths of the ocean to shame.

Josh works at Starbucks. Tyler doesn't even know his name.

josh was depressed, tyler saved him • | lowercase intended | © jishandtyjo • 2016 book one of the message series

"Hi." "I'm Josh." "Nice to meet you too." ©warpedaussie

(Cover made by the amazing @alltimetrashcan) Tyler: your typical shy new kid Josh: the unpopular nice guy When the two meet, they become best friends. All is happy and well-with a few bumps along the way, of course- and everything goes as a happy Joshler you'd expect. Until you forget to expect the unexpected. Read more to find out what happens ;) •Sorry this description sucks, the book is better•

If you're lost in this darkness, I'll carry your throne.

"imagine something beautiful. Everything that defines your definition of beauty and mix it into a person. Imagine being able to hold everything you've ever wanted in a person in your arms." Teenage Joshler ⚠️Trigger warnings through the WHOLE story⚠️ Also improper punctuation will be frequent. I can't punctuation worth shit. [Edited] This was my first whole fanfic so it's super cringe worthy lmao and it involved TØP Tyler at the end and I hate myself for it. ©WanderlustJoseph

*trigger warning* tyler doesn't want his life anymore. he's had enough of being scared of his own thoughts. he hates himself. but josh loves him. can his past change the decision he so dearly wants to make? would he live for josh?