Journal entries from Awsten Knight starting from when he moves in with his dad. -short chapters

alex is typing... jack is typing... possible trigger warnings: swearing and caps lock first full fic nice

he said, "darling, don't you cry, now look me in the eyes and believe in me and the words i say, it's gonna be alright (it's gonna be alright) revitalize your faith in life, my love i'll try (i swear i'll try) to ignite the hope and light the dark you fear in the night." very loosely based off of the dark you fear in the night by famous last words

Alex Gaskarth, son of a meth head father and alcoholic mother, had suffered a lot in his fourteen years growing up in the UK. Thrown into foster home after foster home, he was considered relatively 'normal' by fellow caretakers. Never one to trust people, Alex kept to himself. That is, until four days after his fifteenth birthday. On December 18th, on a surprisingly warm Tuesday evening, Alex's world got turned upside down, namely by someone who he wanted nothing to do with - at first. Jack Barakat was his name; helping underprivileged kids was his game. On a trip with his church, Jack was introduced to Alex, instantly feeling a friendly connection with the boy, and simply, nothing more. Alex, though, felt resentment, though he still felt open. He considered himself different from the other kids in his group home, since they hadn't needed/wanted a 'big brother.' But, Alex would soon change his mind, and he would come to rely on Jack, not only as a big brother, but as someone he trusted, which didn't happen easily. As their friendship progressed, Alex and Jack grew closer, almost becoming inseparable by the time Jack's church trip was over. The day he left, Alex had felt heartbreak for the first time in his life, and he prayed he never had to feel the same feeling again. He distanced himself from everyone again, like he had been doing for fifteen years before. Jack wrote to him, but Alex never replied. He believed that Jack had betrayed him, just like his own family. But, would Jack be able to change Alex's mind if they were to meet again?

When two boys who are complete opposites of one-another are thrown into each others paths, questions arise, friendships are broken and formed, and a billion other complications are thrown into their faces, but they simply have to deal. Deal with the horrors of teenage angst.

robbers ; patrick hated the night shift

"Sometimes people just can't be helped, some of us are meant to die, drop it" Jack spat at me, I flinched at his words but my determination was stronger. I can and I will help him, without help he will never get out of here.. *** After Alex Gaskarth was hospitalized for his third suicide attempt this year his parents decided that it would be best for him to spend some time in the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs Hospital. There he has to share a room with Jack Barakat, who was possibly the worst person to room with due to his attitude, but when Alex discovers more about Jack and why he was there he begins to feel different towards the boy he was told to stay away from. Will Jack accept Alex's help and encouragement? Or will he shut himself away from Alex and refuse anything to do with him? Is what Alex feels towards Jack more than just the need to help him? (Trigger Warnings will be listed on the first chapter)

Patrick, stay alive.

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------