Is it bad to want to die. Troye is a 13 year old boy with depression he has a hard time battling the struggles of having it. What happens when he goes into recovery and meets the love of his life. From losing a friend. To love and heartache. Troye battles through love and depression, but which will he chose, will he stay with the thought of never getting better or will he chose do something about it, will he fight to get better, will he stay with the love of his life, or will he be left alone. Please read to go through the battles of Troyes life, he has so much to learn. Warning maybe triggering read at your own cost.