A Bucky Barnes recovery story. Completed. First book in the three part 'Run' series. Sequels are 'Ready Set Breathe' and 'To Go Unseen'. Also found on FF.net and AO3 PG-13 for some violence.

Three months after the incident with Steve Rodgers and Bucky Barnes, the Winter Soldier, is still confused. His mind is blank, and he is unable to retrieve information from his past. Bucky Barnes is frustrated, with the world, with Captain America, and especially with himself. He doesn’t have a full understanding of the incidents that have occurred, and is unsure why he is so deeply affected. After all, Captain America was merely a mission. The Winter Soldier reaches a conclusion. He will find his past, uncover the secrets of his actions and locate HYDRA, ending the evil organisation that changed his life.

[ the world turned him into a person who forgot what his hands were for when they weren't shaking. ] •••• Sarah is a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent. Bucky is a war torn assassin. Somehow, they both end up seeking refuge from Hydra at the same place. What could possibly go wrong? •••• 1st book in the winter series- COMPLETED ***i encourage you to check out my more recent stories: Captured, December, and Sane. this story is old and the writing is god awful

"I want to die!" He said through gritted teeth. "I can't handle all the guilt and memories anymore! Please." Was he really begging me to kill him? The cold metal is heavy in my hand, and it's shine is slippery against my trembling fingers. "No!" I shout. "I'm not letting you take the cowards path. You are going to fight this!" He grabbed his mask off the side of the bridge and placed it on his face, his dark blue eyes never once leaving mine. "If you won't kill, I'll find someone who will." - Ana is a normal twenty four year old who was just trying to live her life. She works hard studying to get her degree in law, all while juggling the chores of life. She lives alone on a lonely farm with nothing but a few cows and horses to keep her company. But when a certain Soldier comes into her life, her world is turned completely upside down. Will she really help a man who took so many lives away? Soldier is lost. He saved a man he thinks he knows, and the price is him being hunted for death. HYDRA wants him dead. SHIELD says they can help him, but he knows their lying. Completely lost, he finds himself hunting for answers, but finds himself facing a woman with a terrible temper. But she isn't afraid of him. She isn't trying to kill him in his sleep. He can't help but wonder, Can she really help him remember? But cold reality is never far behind, as he soon releases that he may be placing the person who he might have feelings for in danger. HYDRA isn't about to give up their killer.

The mission plan was being shown in front of us, I listened intently but knew that if anything slipped up, I would do it my own way and get those hostages out no matter what. Jasper Sitwell was onboard as one of those hostages which was probably one of the main reasons the mission was being carried out in the first place. "Doing anything fun Saturday night?" Natasha asked while pulling on a parachute. "All the guys from my barber shop quartet are dead, so no. Not really." I replied, smirking a little. ~~~~ Inspired by Captain America: The Winter Soldier. The story from the movie but from different point of views. All rights to Marvel, I don't own any characters.

Confused, the Winter Soldier, aka Bucky, wonders around the streets of New York. He can't go back to HYDRA, they would wipe his memory again. And he wants to remember. He want's to remember who Steve was, the man that he was ordered to kill but was also claimed to be his best friend. He somehow stumbles into a woman's apartment named Amelia, looking for medical help, and for some reason, Amelia decides to help him. As she finds out more about him, she decides to teach him how to live like a human in the 21st century and also helps him to remember his past. But disaster strikes as HYDRA finds Bucky, and when they try to find Steve they also find out that unfortunately he has been kidnapped by HYDRA too. And so their first mission begins. [ Bucky and OFC fanfiction. All characters, SHIELD and HYDRA belong to Marvel, except my own characters Amelia, Evan and whoever else I decide to add into the story. The description sounds crap, but I swear I'll try my best to make the story good with humor, romance and adventure:) ]