Most people see me as a sweet, kind, and caring person but on the inside I'm a monster. My name is Aphmau Jessica Phoenix and I'm what's know as a Yuri or ghoul we're demons who have to eat human flesh to survive. It breaks my heart when I kill someone but I have to kill to survive. Some people hunt us but can't kill us cause we're immortal. This is going to be a collab with DiamondHuskey

Aphmaus mum died in a car accident when she was 4 her dad beat her since she was 5. She had friends,Garroth,Jeffory,Dante,Laurance,Zane,and Travis but durnng the beggining of the last year of middle school they told her to scram and leave them alone and since that day Aphmau was never seen smilinh laughing or even talking at schol but she does have a secrect she has a youtube channel so she can make others happy while shes in pain from school, her dad,and life in general.

This is a fanfic of aphmau it's a little different but I think fans of aphmau will like it! ( btw I don't own the picture )

Have you ever wondered what happend to Aphmau when she was young? Well this is the book to read! This is my first book so I hope you enjoy! AND I KNOW IT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE ONLY POTATOES KNOW ITS OK TO CRINGE! I CRINGED A LOT WHILE EDITING! Hi, it's me three years later. I'm seriously warning you, read at your own risk. This book will make you turn your device off for a minute and stare at a wall because of the cringe. Thanks for the support though! <3

TRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved away 2 days after her mother died. Then started her fathers abusive behavior. In the years following she was bullied at school for talking to herself, not having friends, and never having her homework. In reality, she talks to herself because she has no one else. She has no one else because she never has her school work done. She never has her school work done because her father beats her if she does something wrong! Shes always been friends with anyone who offered. Normally it was a joke. She came to the conclusion in 8th grade, that love is for the blessed. She doesn't cut because she believes she won't have the energy to do the work her father assigns. She had a boyfriend once. But he broke up with her because he moved. Now, they dont talk. Her heart has been abandoned since her mothers death 8 years ago. In fact, its been shattered... ///this was discontinued but adopted