I've lived for 18 years and have never endured a pain as bad as this. I'll never be the Lexi I used to be. How they left me, how i wanted to leave this world, how i cried myself to sleep every night. I'll never forget. All I want is to drown myself in my own pain and wish that none of this ever happened. That I never met them. If so, my life would never have become so painful.