"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

Luke Hemmings. Popular, pretty, smart, sweet..And on top of all of that.. A self-harming, suicidal, depressed, anorexic Nervous, scared, insecure. Everything he hates is himself. But looks are deceiving. And it will take a miracle or a mistake to find out. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate

I was none other then Reed Hemmings twin brother, that was what I was known for. It was not anyone's fault but my own, I showed up halfway through the school year of his and my own eleventh year. Our parents were separated, but due to a little..Incident with my own father, I was forced to come live with Reed and my mother. Reed absolutely hates me, he does not like the way I dress, my voice, my hobbies. He has absolutely nothing to look forward too in me. He does not like the way I do my hair, the way I carry myself. And above all; he does not like how I handle situations. Needless to say, we do not get along, but my mother is forcing him to assist me, and he is the biggest mummy's boy I know. As a result, he is going to have to let me into his little group of friends. Whether it's the biggest mistake of his life or not. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate

"Not our fault lukes fat!" Ashton yells with a giggle, Michael and Calum laugh at the drummers choice of a joke, all of them glancing back to the laptop. What everyone misses though is the way Luke frowns slightly, and presses a hand over his tummy, he rubs an arm up and down his side for the rest of the twitcam, 'lukes fat..lukes fat...lukes fat' He chants over and over in his head. 'I'll be perfect, i won't stop until i am perfect.'

August 15, 2014: Troye Sivan's Debut EP TRXYE is released. December 31, 2914: Troye Sivan performs in Times Square for New Years Eve. February 5, 2015: Troye Sivan performed for a sold out show in Madison Square Garden. April 27, 2015: TRXYE goes triple platinum June 16, 2015: Troye Sivan is cut off from the YouTube community. In this prequel to the story "Their Selfless Little Boy," you get to hear the backstory of what really happened between Troye Sivan and the YouTube community after TRXYE came out- both sides of the story. Set from December 31, 2014 to Vidcon 2020, you'll find out what really happened the six years after TRXYE came out, up until Troye's encounter at Vidcon 2020, told in "Their Selfless Little Boy."

Tyler notices something strange is going on with Troye. *Trigger warning*