"it'll all be better, i'm here for you now." harry said soothingly as he rubbed the smaller boys arm. honestly, he didn't know if it'd get better, but he knew he couldn't just leave the boy. no, he was his friend now and friends stay forever, no matter what. "no it doesn't" louis replied with a choked sob. harry didn't understand why life was so cruel but it was and he would try to fix it for louis, no matter what he had to do. no matter what the cost was, because for him, louis was worth it. *** warnings: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, attempted suicide, etc. please know what I do not, in any way, encourage self harm or suicide. i wrote this story when i was in 7th grade. I was very childish and i was writing about something that i didn't know that much about. i've gotten many messages asking me to continue this story so it will be continued on @sighlyharry if you comment anything rude or if i take it offensively, you will be blocked.

Larry Stylinson fanfic. TRIGGERING. Eating Disorders, Depression and Self Harm present.

Harry goes out for the night and Louis is left to fight off his demons alone. The voices in his head take over and Harry tries to pick up the pieces of Louis' shattered soul. now also on Archive of Our Own, title: You Wanna Be Loved author: yours_sincerely_lou

"..i just want to be skinny, harry!" louis cried out to his love. [lowercase intended]

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~