"put another x on the calender" + in a world where on your eighteenth birthday you get the date your going to meet your soulmate tattooed on your wrist, ryan is just counting down the days [this is really just a dumb diary i made, enjoy it ig] (short chapters)

17 year old Ryan Ross was just a normal kid living in Las Vegas until he fell for his new best friend who also happened to be his bandmate. When their band, Panic! At The Disco, gains popularity will they continue to just be friends or will their relationship take off? |Completed 1/31/15| * Ships: Jyler , Ryden, Joncer. Trigger Warning at beginning of one chapter. Speaks of death and other somber topics in some chapters. No smut, mostly fluff*

There's always gonna be that one kid who pushes the world away because the world hurt them and they'd rather not live through it again. Although, secretly, they always wish for that one person who can see that they just want a friend. tw: abuse

"I'm feeling depresso" "Depresso" Brendon questions his lips quirk "Yes depresso the feeling you get when you run out of coffee" "Ryan your flipping addicted" "I know" *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Brendon life is like a cigarette" I start "Oh really" he says taking another drag from his own "Yeah, the past is ashes, the present is burning and the future is up in smoke. Fast as an breath; inhale exhale " "I see" he mutters Started: 21/07/16 Finished: 5/12/16