The first time Niall saw him was at some popular asshole's party.

Niall helps Calvin through his depression, and their relationship shifts along the line. Cancerous, but diligently worked on.

Calvin was an introvert, he likes spending time with himself and his thoughts, he likes being alone. Niall was an extrovert, he likes parties and crowds, he likes being with people. But Calvin realized, even though he like being alone, he doesn't fancy being lonely. And even though Niall likes to be with crowds, he doesn't fancy being a man with many friends; he wants someone to talk to about the universe.

Calvin or better known on YouTube as Leafyishere, Always wants to hide. Onison can see how unwell Leafy is getting In his videos by his voice, But leafy alway replays to everyone saying he fine and just tried, Everyone believed him until he did another face cam vid. Onison wants to help Leafy get better, But can Leafy get out of the craving abyss he dug himself in to, Trapped in a world of self hate, and the comments on his YouTube videos don't help. Onison starts to develop feelings for the young brunette boy, But can Leafy accept the love, he always wanted. --------- Warning ⚠️: strong Language, anorexia, depression, self- harm, suicidal thoughts, insomnia, OCD, strong language, lgbt / gay, Leafnision of course and other strong topics, if you get triggered easy do not read this book! Cover by @sad_masquerade Undergoing editing (spelling and grammar)

I was bored and there was only one fanfiction about this so far and I've decided to make another. * SMUT WARNING* Trigger warnings : Cutting Suicide Death Sad Idk

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)