This is the first part to Fifty Shades Of Lush!!

The sex crazed emotional experiences between Matthew Lush and Nick Laws.

Matthew Lush also known as Gay God on YouTube, is struggling to find the right one as he ends up in an abusive relationship, he can't get away until he meets Nick Laws.

Matthew Lush and Nick Laws are both madly in love with one another...or are they? What or who will come between them? Read to find out.