the heart rate of the mouse quotes. i do not own any of these, all credit goes to anna green.

Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

In which Ryan makes it his goal for the last year of high school to seduce Brendon Urie, the annoying mormon boy. (title taken from hallelujah by P!ATD) WARNING: this is so gay and emo honestly what year do i think it is?? like i dont even ship ryden anymore but basically im so gay for lavender hoodie, red glasses Brendon and there was a boy at my school who reminded me of/looked like smoll beebo SO I WROTE THIS TRASH,,, i actually have a good bit of this already written AND it also includes joncer, gabilliam, peterick(?), brallon(??), and probably whatever else you can imagine seriously this is going to get wild this also is gonna be another chaptered thing so ((: @me welcome 2 hell ((:

When two boys who are complete opposites of one-another are thrown into each others paths, questions arise, friendships are broken and formed, and a billion other complications are thrown into their faces, but they simply have to deal. Deal with the horrors of teenage angst.

It's been 1 year since the split. Brendon isn't taking things to well, even with the help of Spencer, he still feels like a big piece of himself was taken out. So he takes matter into his own hands and deals with the problem but only to find out that it's not as easy as it seems.

Ryan is cursed and Brendon is adorable. Others are featured and weirds things happen. (inspired by the anime and manga, 'Fruits Basket') **CONTAINS SPOILERS IN THE COMMENTS FROM RE-READERS! if you're a new reader, don't look at the comments!! ***unedited and p bad read at ur own discretion

❝I just love being pretty❞ in which brendon is a sucker for the boy who just loves looking pretty.

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------