Lily, a thirteen year old girl with blonde hair and blue eyes, has a rough past. Her everyday life is filled with anxiety and worry, as she battles through what others can only imagine. To help her through her darkest hours, she turns to YouTube for help. So what happens when the king and queen of the vlogging world want to adopt her? Will she rise to the challenge of getting to know them, or crumble under the pressure? Travel down the dark alley way of Lily's past and watch as she battles her daemons in an attempt to get something she's always longed for deep down...a family. ~~~~~ "I cried so many times reading this omg" "This book is the best book ever!!" "I love this story so much!" "This is honestly the best thing I have ever read..."

"Ceaseless?" "Ceaseless." "What does ceaseless mean, mum?" "Ceaseless is another word for forever, darling." "Well, I'll love you ceaselessly." ©Perrydxse → 2014←

She was always asked the same question by her friends over and over again. It was simply five words, "Why'd ya give her up?" You wouldn't think that such a cute, innocent, and smart woman like British Pop-Sensation; Ellie Goulding would have such a rebellious past. Now would you? ©Perrydxse → 2013←