If i had only known you'd give just one thing to me, It was your promise on our wedding day-the one didn't keep. You promised you would cherish me until we both grew old, The only vows you took to heart was "To Have" and "To Hold". "To Have" me? I'm a prisoner, an object standing still. "To Hold" me? Yes, you've done that too, but against my will. If walls could tell their stories, and doors unlocked themselves, Everyone would have a view into my secret hell. Crazy? That is what you want me to think I am, Telling me you meant no harm....and that you never will again. The nights you tower over me just to make me feel As if the blame and shame are mine-and my feelings are not real. But you don't know that with each blow and hurt you have to give, The more you build my silent nerve, and my will to live. You think that you have won, I'm broken on the ground, But you don't know the plans in place and strength that I have found. Just know there will come a day, not far within my reach, The only things to grip my soul are happiness and peace. I thank you for letting me see your true colors, now I'm loving the girl I've become. - To you, with resentment, love, your survivor.

Leaving your past behind, trying to make a better way for yourself sometimes goes right. That is until it catches back up to you. Its been fours since moving out to Atlanta and starting her life, with her celebrity boyfriend, August Alsina. Everything is as normal as it can be, till her past comes back to haunt her and the ones she love. Copyright © 2015 by Chrystal-Ann Eversley. All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

"Get out of there, Reagan! That bitch could be trying to kill you!" I heard in my ear, but of course I ignored. I found this intriguing. He was bowing down to me, Domonique was stepping to my family's level and it made me smirk in the inside because I enjoyed a challenge. "Yes, it's Reagan and I'm pretty sure you know I didn't come here to discuss the drowsy pictures hanging up around this pissy restaurant nor am I hear to discuss me." He sniled, but I wasn't finished yet as I crossed my hands and my legs at his perfect smile. The lights were bright in the room and it only helped to convey his emotions for me right now and that smile. "My family and I wanted everything to be crystal between us, good, but since your family would like to threaten to take our territory, you can fucking die trying." I was about to stand up as he grasped my leg under the table while taking a sip of wine from his glass with his other hand. "Don't make thre--" I smiled, as he let go of my leg. I reached my face over the table, up in his face. "We don't make threats, we make promises." He smiled, and grabbed onto my chin. I looked into his eyes, as we sat toe to toe, head to head, and lips to lips. "Prove it, baby." ------ After losing her older brother, her only true guidance in life, Reagan Rose is stuck trying to figure who killed her brother mercilessly in the streets, but with everyone around her being the enemy, it's gonna be hard figuring out who the true killer is athand. Domonic Phillips, with a bad childhood, and troubled mind, he finds hisself in a world of trouble and has to face his demons once he makes one fatal decision. Completed and Copyrighted.

If you had my love And I gave you all my trust Would you comfort me? And if somehow you knew That your love would be untrue Would you lie to me? If you had my love And I gave you all my trust Would you comfort me? And if somehow you knew That your love would be untrue Would you lie to me? This is an urban novel following love and heartbreak, involving the issues of trust, commitment, and a few insecurities. --- Treasure Pierce is a strong girl, who's been through tough times but made it so far. With two siblings, a mother, and a deadbeat father, she does everything she can at 21 to help her mother the best way that she can and whenever she can. And along the ride, is her boyfriend of four years Ryder "Rocky" Emerson. They've been through up and downs yet Treasure has always been his ride or die and she has always stayed by his side but when a new face shows up in their hometown will Treasure still be the same girl that she had always grown up to be? And will she be the ride or die that stays by Rockys side? Rocky's sister, Savannah Chanel Emerson shows back up in town after a year with news of her on for her family. Savannah had always been the shy girl, in her books, while her best friend, Treasure Pierce, was the wild one, but at 21 years old Savannah is completely different from the girl that her best friend and brother have known. Is it because of a fling from the past, Chancelor "Chance" Stevenson or is it just because she was never her true self to begin with?

"Only the true HUSTLERS will survive."

A modern day version of the Hunger Games trilogy, basically the same characters but in a high school and no fighting to the death. Ages may be a little different for some characters. Disclaimer: I do not own anything previously written in The Hunger Games series.

My Love Addiction: Trilogy is catching up on the lives of the old and the new. Cover made by MilaDon. Book Produced by WannaBe. #3 Te'Ala Knight, is now twenty years old and living her best life in the city of New York. Going to college for her degree in Psychology, she's doing everything that she planned to do with her life except for the big elephant in the room that happened to do with her love life: Terrance. After her boyfriend lost his career, it was as if his life had been over and with his, hers had also been brought down too. She took care of him, fed him, and clothed him. But only being twenty years old, she feels like she has too much on her plate, and leaves her life in shambles. Tunchi, at twenty years old, is doing everything he ever dreamed and following his dreams of being a rapper. Being a multi million dollar rapper, Tunchi is thriving in his career and even has a girlfriend, Irene. But with his career, comes his need to be more than just a rapper, but someone in another special persons life. But how will he when he hasn't seen her since there last encounter? But what happens when something terrible happens and finally everyone meets back up again and he can not run and is finally faced to face with the person he couldn't stop thinking about?

After being taken away from her drug addicted mother at only 13 Journey "JoJo" Simmons goes to live with her Grandparents in LA, California. Now 6 years later while pursuing a modeling career she gets a job where it all started. Atlanta. When Journey gains contact with her child hood crush/bestfriend Javon Williams, her life might take a turn for the worst. After lies comes to light and secrets unfold Journey learns that things are more hectic than when she left. *EXCUSE MISTAKES*

"Don't ever leave me again" With age comes responsibility, some comes sooner than for others. Being in a family filled with drugs and murder it's only normal to follow in the footsteps of those before you. With old beefs growing more and more deadly the family is more divided then ever. Everything comes at a cost and karma is very much real, it just hits in different ways. With the Jamaican cartel thriving in the drug world and deemed untouchable an old beef between Moriah and Kaine seems to be growing out of control leaving people stuck in the middle. New York also has stepped in to the feud when it's leader grows power hungry forcing sides to be chosen, their motto is 'Death Before Dishonor'. Ajani and Kaine's love story might be officially over, especially when mistakes are made and the past comes to light and sides are chosen out of lies and deceit. When it's all said and done only one side will remain and the California organization you all have grown to love might have just met its match.