Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]

✿ Like sunflowers I want to grow in the places where there is melliflous poetry, soft anxiety, imbue art, ethereal canvas, wild fleurs, iridescent galaxies and nefarious stars ✿ [Ranked highest #1 in poems] ACHIEVEMENTS ♡ #1 in writings on 16.01.2019 ♡ #2 in thoughts on 17.01.2019 ♡ #1 in poems on 17.01.2019 ♡ #1 in quotes on 18.01.2019 ♡ #1 in poem on 16.01.2019

The book consists of poems that actually when the reader puts his/her mind in it they see the taste n value of various aspects in life Hope you enjoy this beautiful journey 🐙

a clutter of stories. updated as often as i can. 》started: 8-21-18《 rankings: #69 in poetry - 9-23-18 #35 in poems - 9-24-18 extra note: do NOT plagiarize any poems from this book! it is 100% my own work, and i put lots of time and effort into writing these for your enjoyment. any overlap is accidental.

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random poems about random things from a random girl. x (currently editing)

poetry by a person that's afraid of people. 12/23/15- #1 in poetry

A one shot/spin off story of the amazing My Wattpad Love by Cold_lady19

Wren Martin is socially awkward. She blocks off herself to the world, hiding behind her favorite hoodie. All she wants to do is keep a low profile, and graduate well enough to qualify for a college scholarship. But then a babysitting job leads her to cross paths with Asher Reed, Eastview Highʼs notorious athlete. When a field injury kickstarts his senior year, heʼs turning his free time and attention to Wren. And maybe she might not want to be invisible after all. ***** [Watty's Collector's Edition Winner] [TFA Runaway Prize Winner] [[word count: 150,000-200,000 words]] Cover designed by Ashley Santoro

Player's Game | Book II | #wattys2020 Tiana Cross and Andrew Harvey have now graduated from High School set three years later both living separate lives in separate places. Tiana Cross has moved away to another city across the country to continue her studies in her dream school, leaving behind her family, friends and even the most valued person in her life. Scared of change and scared of the possibility to be forgotten there comes a time in life where you must let go and see the world on your own. Andrew Harvey did not want to let Tiana go. Lost in love, guilt and vulnerability he knew all the bad that was about to come, he knew he had to be ready, ready to do anything in his power to fight and keep Tiana safe and protected from the one person she fared the most. But what would happen is Tiana comes back with new protection and new love? What happens after being apart from the one you loved after three whole years? Will Andrew and Tia find their love once again, or will they have to play New Game with a whole lot of New Rules? *** "Our love would never fade because without each other we are nothing, you can only learn to love once, but if you are lucky to learn to love again the same person will forever stay in your heart." *** In the progress of editing.