𝐃azai x reader | They say that the act of learning, not being, but learning, to be human is linked with imitation, linked with role-modelling: meaning, a human being only became a human being by imitating others. And yet, why did you feel so "other"? You can't do this any more. You want to wake up. This is just another manifestation of your execration: your reality is just another nightmare. The vengeful God, implanted in your belly by the decadence around you, will be eaten in the maelstrom of grief and loneliness.

d.osamu x reader | Taking refuge in a house that no one dared to even glance at the end of the street, you, (y/n) (l/n), discover that things are alive in this house. The paintings become unnaturally saturated when you walk past them, yet they dull into dusty hues when you stare at their averting eyes. The floorboards creak when no one is stepping on them, and the stairs seem to watch your every move. There is something in this house that you just cannot place a finger on.

d. osamu x reader ONE-SHOTS | The death drive, known as Todestrieb in German, is the drive towards death and destruction; such are aggression, compulsion, self-destructiveness. And you, the love of his life, the fragile sparrow bone in his calloused palm, stand before him as though he is not prepared to split his heart open with a knife, ensconce you within and slather honey on the wound; that you will live and not inhabit another. He enlivens all within you the ecstatic instinct for destruction. He, split and unravelling before you, crushes you in his grip, throws himself against your ribs, afraid that you are nothing but a cruel manifestation of his self-destructiveness.

eto yoshimura x reader | The women, abandoned and turned away by the men within their lives, shall turn to each other. The community of human and ghoul will melt away. This world will end if it needs to. They make love, they kill each other, they eat each other. They transform into each other. She sees you, you see her. That much is clear. The immutable love that originates from the recognition through the other, the rejection from other women, the despair at the sight of men. The empty womb shall die. Eto Yoshimura will create a new womb, a new world, a new you.

where else would i put all my whinging, lamenting, and sadness? as well as posts and other rants LOL.

token stories on your fist. ━━━ hxh gen ficlets

Chased by blacklist hunters, Chrollo flees east. Driven to the edge of death, he ends up taking sanctuary in the home of a mysterious woman. Azuma, a former blacklist hunter, has been secluding herself for years. Looking for something of interest, and knowing she can hardly leave the man bleeding out on the damp forest soil, Azuma ends up housing the young criminal. ///Or: Azuma isn't taking shit, Chrollo is kind of really lost, and every spider needs a web. (The Phantom troupe shows up, eventually.) - |FORTUNE REFRESHER| 'Enjoy the interlude East is the direction to go Search out new allies You will find the one who awaits you' |AFTER YORKNEW ARC|

There's nothing that sticks out as peculiar in Rein's memory. When she'd woken up as a blank slate, she'd been guided back into life and everything had been normal. Rein loves that normal, or rather, hates the idea of the life she knows being thrown away, of being left to drown in utter cluelessness once more. She wants her day-to-day to never change, and she wants to find out more about her past, a past Chrollo isn't telling her about. A few days in Yorknew City is all it takes to bring normalcy to the ground, and she's left reeling in the repercussions it leaves. In the form of the Chain User, Rein is confronted with her past, the final piece she'd been missing. But she won't accept it. Implied/Referenced/mentioned: -suicide -self-harm (kind of) (I will try to touch upon sensitive topics softly, not in a jarring, depressing way.) Cover is by me. Hunter x Hunter is not mine, and any other fandom I make references/points from doesn't belong to me either. And the art is usually mine unless I say otherwise.

❝ It seems very pretty, but it's rather hard to understand! Somehow it seems to fill my head with ideas-only I don't exactly know what they are! However, somebody killed something: that's clear, at any rate. ❞ ー 「Dazai Osamu x Fem!Reader」