I am Icelanď. I am 19 years old, and am a professional photographer but I also am a famous singer in the band falling era. I am a mentally depressed teenager that sings songs about having pure fun. They are all lies. I am depressed because of my 20 year old boyfriend Nathaniel. He is so fucking bipolar, one day he is happy and showering me with kisses, and the next day he calls me a whore and abuses me. why do I stay, I always ask myself.He used to hurt me so much he watched me bleed while I was shaking on my knees. I am so happy to tell you my story before you find me in the Pacific after 90 days . I hope you can stop him before I die.