My life is one big mess , I don't know which is up or down anymore. Things should not be so complicated this early in my life , I should not be burdened at this young age , my boyfriend of 3 years dumped me and to top it all off I'm a social disaster I'm unlike the other female species around me , I'm sure you know the kind ? fancy dresses , pointy heels manicured nails and matching handbags , I'm the total opposite , grease monkey , dishevelled hair ,tom boy clothes and most of all an adrenaline junkie.... while my peers are out partying it up , I'm stuck working shifts at the supermarket , trying to make ends meet , while my dad is probably passed out on the kitchen floor In a pool of his own vomit ..... why should I believe anything good or right will ever come out of my life , everything that ever happens to me is always bad , hurtful , miserable and it would be this way forever .... until HE showed up KILLIAN REX ....