First Love
you were my first love. how sad. started: maybe before nov. 24 2015 edited: nov. 02 2016// 3:57 pm ©coolpeople123
you were my first love. how sad. started: maybe before nov. 24 2015 edited: nov. 02 2016// 3:57 pm ©coolpeople123
{Coping: Book One} In which a suicidal boy who expresses his feelings in the form of poetry falls in love with a girl who knows all too well how it feels to have your own mind suffocate you. {WARNING: THIS WHOLE STORY IS TRIGGERING}
a girl who starts to write in a journal about her best friend who went missing, in hope it’ll keep her reminded of him through the hard times.
Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...
Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?
[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4
"it's closing time. i'd normally have to ask you to leave, but i'd rather ask you out." just another coffee shop au © 2016 -oceanrising
"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|
my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)
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in which louis sends harry some letters with the intention of proposing to him. © All Rights Reserved.
"if i were you i'd put that away. see you're just wasted and thinking bout the past again. darling, you'll be okay."
metanoia (noun): the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life.