Don't get too close, it's dark inside, it's where my demons hide. Chicklit #184

"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.

Jayden is just a girl trying to forget her rough past. After she was in an abusive relationship, she doesn't think she will find love again. She ends up in Sierra, California, a little town along the coast of the Pacific Ocean. She branches out to her music career and meets a band called 5 Seconds of Summer. She becomes really good friends with all of them. The lead singer is interested in her, but she doesn't want to jump into a relationship. Luke on the other hand, won't let Jayden go without a fight. He still fights for her, still not knowing anything about her past. Will her past be forgotten forever, or will she eventually open up to someone?

When her world gets shaken up, Bailey, her family, and her new amazing group of friends have to adapt their lives to the situation. They realize every moment is bittersweet and delicate. What's nice about photographs is that they capture a moment in time that is gone forever and that is impossible to replicate. But they make everything feel so real again. "This is what I like about photographs. They're proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect." -Jodi Picoult

She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

'You mean to say...you've never walked outside until today?'

What happens when you get Kidnapped by 4 Aussies in a Vans store?

"If you don't let me explain, I swear to god I'm walking out that door with my stuff by late morning." She threatened. "I don't care. You've hurt me enough. I couldn't care less if you left. In fact, you'd be doing me a favor." I said carelessly. Tears began falling from her glassy eyes. "Well if that's how you feel, then I'll pack and book a flight home." She headed towards my room to pack up her stuff. Within an hour, she had booked a flight for early this morning and had packed all of her things. It was three in the morning. She told me her flight was at seven. She looked at me with no emotion evident in her face and left without another word. *no mention of self-harm or suicide*

"Alright, you horny little shits, let's talk about sex,"

Reina is an only child that moved to London from Ireland with her mum. After Reina's mother's bad past with Reina's father, any feelings that Reina has for a boy are strictly forbidden by her over protective mother. But what happens when a boy from Australia moves in next door who is quiet and prefers to be alone?Reina falls in love with the boy and discovers a side of him that only she has seen, but anything that happens between them must be kept a secret, even if that means running away from her mum to be with him...