Evan has always felt like no one was there for him most of his life. Evan hasn't had any friends and feels lonely most of the time and his anxiety doesn't help him with those feelings. One day Evan meets Connor Murphy and things start to develop. Will they be just friends or will they be more than that in the future? Art by: @adothamtheother51

Do you enjoy the many ships from the Broadway Musicals 'Dear Evan Hansen' and 'Be More Chill'? Well I sure hope so because you'll get a kick out of this book!!! Not to mention there are a few references to other musicals as well!! Let's see if you can spot them all :) Enjoy!

I'll do Tree Bros, Boyf Riends, and Kleinsen. Just message me if you have a request! This is the second One Shot book I've done, so be sure to check out my other stories! Top ranks: #273 in fan fiction #1 in Boyf

schiz•o•phre•ni•a /ˌskitsəˈfrēnēə,ˌskitsəˈfrenēə/ noun. a mental disorder that is characterized by disturbances in thought (such as delusions), perception (such as hallucinations), and behavior (such as disorganized speech or catatonic behavior), by a loss of emotional responsiveness and extreme apathy, and by noticeable deterioration in the level of functioning in everyday life He tried. He tried so hard to be normal. To be like his sister. That's what his parents wanted. Hell thats what everyone in his family wanted. Connor could never be normal. His brain wouldn't allow it. No. The voices wouldn't allow it. in•som•ni•a /inˈsämnēə/ noun. habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep anx•i•e•ty /aNGˈzīədē/ noun. a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome His thoughts would never let him sleep. They screamed and shouted, never letting him rest. Yes, he was sleep deprived and he knew it. He knew that people would stare at the dark bags under his eyes. That made him even more nervous. Evan didn't like crowds. He never did. de•pres•sion /dəˈpreSH(ə)n/ noun. a mental condition characterized by feelings of severe despondency and dejection, typically also with feelings of inadequacy and guilt eat•ing dis•order /ēdiNG diˈsôrdər/ noun. any of a range of psychological disorders characterized by abnormal or disturbed eating habits Food? No. He hated it. Why waste your time on something so stupid as to eat? His logic was simple. We were put on this Earth for one purpose. That purpose was to die. "Death is inevitable." Jared would always say. He didn't say it to anyone. He had no friends. Characters and art are not mine plot is mine THIS IS GAY enjoy!

"love can't save me." ⚠️ TW for suicide and mental illness - unfinished & no plans to return -

Highest rankings- #251 in Fanfiction (6/14/17) #276 in Fanfiction (7/5/17) #291 in Fanfiction (8/27/17) Finished on 8/27/17 Connor Murphy's family never takes him seriously. Not even when he tells them that he is gay. On the first day of school, he takes out his anger on his crush, Evan, and decides to carry out his plan of suicide. Evan Hansen is in love with Zoe Murphy, a girl that will never reciprocate his feelings. It's just his luck, that he catches Connor and stops him from taking his own life. Can Evan convince Connor he has something to live for? Will they both be found? WARNINGS: SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, DARK STUFF, AND A LOT OF GAY (No profanity or smut)

Evan Hansen watched the taller boy take off with his letter, thoughts of what he might do with it rushing through his mind and encouraging him to pursue the thief. He manages to keep up, unaware that his small interaction with the dark character would cause a friendship to blossom between them. ~ COMPLETE DEH AU where Evan befriends Connor. Also the cover art is by me for once lmao

So, this may or may not be inspired by another fanfic, I've searched everywhere I could think of for it, but I couldn't find it, I made a post on tumblr explaining what it was abt, so if any of you find it, please tell me. I took the title from the game "What remains of Edith Finch". This takes place somewhere between the beginning of the letter thing, and the beginning of the musical, so it won't follow cannon on anything other than Evan having to write the letters. Would this count as a soulmate au, or a reincarnation au? That is the question.

(Theatre kids AU, includes Heathers :))

What am I doing help me. AU- Evan writes about Connor, and actually stands up for him, which prevents him from committing suicide/ AKA where somebody recognizes that Connor needs help and is willing to help him ** COMPLETED**