vervainparker
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It's been 3 months since Jax told me he loved me before leaving town. I'm broken inside. My heart hurts just thinking about him, his smile, his eyes, his accent, his everything. He was my everything. Every thing I ever wanted, even if I didn't realize it at the time. I finally do now.
He was apart of me that I should've tried harder to hold on to. But instead was blinded by his mistakes to even care about him. No one can help me. I just wanna die! But I deserve pain, an being on earth at this very moment is PAIN.
But I think most of my pain is not being here, it's trying to live a life without him.