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Fix Me | Phan High School AU by dilswhisk
Fix Me | Phan High School AU
dilswhisk
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  • Parts 44
Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17
Misfit (Phan AU) by MelancholyMango
Misfit (Phan AU)
MelancholyMango
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  • Parts 53
Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts with into seeing him as your average person. The isolation as he desperately tries to keep others from finding out, the bitterness that wells up inside of him each and every time he's reminded that he'll never be like everyone else, the fear that nothing will ever change. He's fated to be this way forever; a misfit from society. Isolation can only go so far though, so when he's struggling to make ends meet and he's faced with the option of looking into a serious job or taking on a roommate, he opts for what seems like the easier option at the time. It doesn't seem so easy ten failed roommates into the process, or when he sits down at a table to meet with prospect number eleven and ends up with a coffee spilled all over his lap. Potential roommate number eleven, Phil, turns out to be an insufferable optimistic ball of sunshine that Dan wants nothing to do with. His options are running out though, as are the savings he's been using to pay his rent, so he finds himself begrudgingly agreeing to let the other man move in. Neither of them have any way of knowing just what they've gotten themselves into as they shake on the matter, but time will tell.
Deprived /// (Phan AU) by KelseyKundtz
Deprived /// (Phan AU)
KelseyKundtz
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  • Parts 11
(UNFINISHED)(CLOSED) Phil is just the quiet kid in the back of the class. Dan is the happy kid that everybody knows, but when they become roommates at their boarding school and Dan begins to care for Phil will everything change? Follow this tale as Dan tries to break the intriguing boy out of his shell. Little does he know that it will be much harder considering, the fact that Phil has been keeping a huge secret from everyone. That secret being that he has struggled with anorexia for many years and isn't about to drop his habits now. Watch their relationship blossom. The two boys are nothing alike to the naked eye, but a look deeper will beg to differ. TRIGGER WARNING: DO NOT READ if stories about eating disorders could be triggering to you!
Psycho by TheCoumie
Psycho
TheCoumie
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  • Parts 34
Deciding to play by his own rules, Dan embodies the dark part of his mind. Phil, wanting the best for him, tries to crawl inside his head to understand him... but Dan won't let him in so easily. *Inspired by Dan's video 'Psycho thoughts'.
Yandere Phan by GreatBooski
Yandere Phan
GreatBooski
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  • Parts 2
Dan is a new exchange student at a high school in Japan. It's only been two weeks, and Dan's heart has been captured by a charming, kind, and attractive upperclassmen exchange student named Phil. Dan will doing anything to be loved by his Senpai; but Dan's overwhelming shyness forces him to live in the shadows. But as far as Dan is concerned, he will have Senpai all to himself. This book merges and combines the video game Yandere Simulator and the Danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil fandom. Authors Note: I'm sorry if chapters change after being published, chapters get deleted, or plot line gets confusing. Yandere Simulator is still an in-progress game, so updates could make complications, but I'll try to avoid it as best I can.
Out Of Reach [ Phanfiction ] by AsToldByLoki
Out Of Reach [ Phanfiction ]
AsToldByLoki
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  • Parts 11
Dan is an ordinary student. He definitely is straight, at least, that was what he thought before a new student joined his school: Philip Lester. What he did not realize, was that good things always come at a cost. A Phanfiction (contains some smut) Word count: roughly 700 to 1100 words per chapter.
Messages (Phan fiction) by interruptedbyfire
Messages (Phan fiction)
interruptedbyfire
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  • Parts 16
Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?
If I Knew Then (Phan) by ToriDreamsOfTomorrow
If I Knew Then (Phan)
ToriDreamsOfTomorrow
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  • Parts 32
**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.
A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic) by WhoWantsT0know
A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
WhoWantsT0know
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TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?