16 year old Ricky underwood is woken up out of the deep sleep by the mother of his 1 month old son John Jergens - Underwood . 15 year old Amy expresses to him that she feels like she is incapable of being a teenage mother . She permanently leaves Ricky to take care of John .

When Ricky comes to visit Amy in New York what if him and Amy connected and found out that they had feeling for each other that had been buried deep down inside their heart for a long time. Will they come together or fall apart? *my new story*

In my The Secret Life of the American teenager fanfiction story entitled on my own I mentioned that Ricky kept a therapy journal . Yes I know I haven't mentioned it much . However I will be talking about it more . Anyway this story is Ricky's therapy journal . If you haven't read on my own I strongly suggest that you do kyle you reading this . For 2 reasons . 1 I would really appreciate it and 2 if you don't none of this will make any sense to you . Thanks for reading my stories and following me all of the support it's greatly appreciated . By the way I apologize if some of the details are missing from the story . I mean if I mention something it doesn't quite make sense . Like what he may have been doing at that time with the baby or something I apologize . But to be honest the point of this is to show you how he really was feeling at the time of certain situations . And what he was thinking when certain things happened .

{GETTING REPUBLISHED} After Amy breaks up with Ricky, she goes to New York. Staying apart is hard on both of them. At one point Amy wants Ricky back and at the other hand she never wants to see his face again. While Ricky tries to not be angry evertime he see's Amy. But one MISTAKE causes a whole turmoil in their lives which leads to fights ,drama , break ups. "You are NOT IN LOVE with me...." " I LOVE you Amy" "I know that you love me Ricky...but you are NOT IN LOVE with me...You're marrying me because of John" STARRING - Shailene Woodley as Amy Jeurgens Megan Park as Grace Bowman Molly Ringwald as Anne Jeurgens "Falling in love is such and easy thing to do. Birds can do it, we can do it. Let's stop talking, let's get do it. Let's fall in love. " [REPUBLISHED: 8 out of 26 chapters]

In Ricky's point of view, what happens when Amy and ricky hook up after they break up?

The Secret Life of the American teenager in a book, except this goes how I wanted it to go. Join Adrian, Ben, Amy, Ricky, Jack and Grace while they meet new people and hopefully fall in love. But you never know, everything could turn upside down at any moment, Stick around to find out!

After 4 1/2 years what are Amy,Ricky,Grace,Jack,Madison,Adrian,Omar, Lauren and Ben up too? A sequel of my favorite show..

When Amy left for New York, Ricky and Clementine got together. They're now married and have a 2 year old son named Owen. Amy is loving the single life and spending time with John. She works at Grant High as a counselor! Grace is single as well and a sexual medicine specialist, Jack is a coach and has a lot of girls (like the old Ricky!) Madison and Lauren are supervisors at Grant high. And we can't forget about old Ben! Who is now engaged and very happy with a girl named Samantha. Hope you guys like the plot twist!:):):)

After a year of Amy coming home every few months to see John and Ricky, the plane bills piled up and amy felt bad about leaving John every few months and missing out in his life. After making a life changing decision to move to California, will things be the same between Ricky and Amy? Or will it be the start of something new? [ All characters belong to Brenda Hampton ] *Currently Editing*