Mature audiences only. Everything is consensual Started on 8/26/16 Completed on 11/8/16

2016©| The memories I now held of her were heartfelt. I miss her playing with my lips in the morning because she wanted me to wake and hear my voice. I miss her getting dressed up for nothing because she knew I was watching. I miss her treating Harley like her own. I missed her attitude, her flaws she swore existed, I miss her. 5 months have gone by and I only see her when she's on FaceTime with Harley. She promised never to leave her life and she kept her promise. I always ask Harley to ask her to see the baby before she'd call just so I can see my little girl. Last time she directly spoke to me was when she let me know the gender of the baby and asked if I had any ideas for a name. A month or so ago I heard she had a boyfriend from Harley. They were on FaceTime and some nigga was in the background. Harley questioned her about him and Rose answered every question before eventually saying "yeah he's something like a boyfriend". The days that followed I answered none of her calls. I couldn't cope with her moving on. I missed her. I missed her. I missed her. | I do not own any pictures or videos published in this book|

2016©| Childhood memories crowed my mind when I saw her smile or trying to remember the handshake from our childhood that I never forgot. She doesn't know I remember but if acting as if I don't will keep her around longer then I don't. We could spend hours together talking about nothing or just seamlessly listening to her talk about herself. I was never listening but her voice soothed my very being. She knew me like the back of her hand and I liked it like that. She left for a summer to visit her folks and I made a one mistake. One night. One Time. Ruined my life. Everything shattered. Perfect memories of our future was ripped apart carelessly. Everything's around me was falling apart. My life was ruptured and it was my fault. Life as I knew it was over. Or was it just a new beginning? | Remade on 1/2/16 |

Can we stand the flames?

Have you ever been in love with someone and prayed they would never find out.

"Your over 18 right?" "Yes"

-Story #2 of Nerd in Disguise- The name's Naomi Jax Smith. People call me Jax for short. The dude to my 3 o'clock is my twin brother Robin Matthias Smith. People call him Rob. We all have our own secrets. Our family has secrets--ones people kill for. Some secrets are meant to be hidden away in a deep, dark abyss. Some are meant to be told.

As the only daughter to one of the most powerful Mafia families, Shay has sought to figure out her own path despite the overbearing pressures from her Family. After a family dispute leads to Shay and her mother to go into hiding, Shay attends Elite academy--her own perfect Hell. With an incredibly awful (or ingenious) disguise, Shay's new identity is going well until Jacob Smith shows out of nowhere. Not only does he seem to know every right button to push, but he also seems to know everything about her. Shay's seemingly normal school life explodes with a new set of problems. Old and new enemies are coming for her and she needs to choose whether she will carry the Ricca name. Goodbye Nerd Disguise, hello old identity, old life, old friends, and new enemies. It's the Family business, where plotting someone's assassination is just part of the daily duty. (Unedited first draft) FYI title may be misleading at first.