A journal of a teenage girl about her daily realizations and on how her life was changed when she met Jesus and started a personal relationship with God.

We live in a world where Christianity is mistaken for a cult. As the second coming of Christ approaches, many are tested, many have failed on this journey and many are being recruited in God's army. God has started calling and is now choosing. Will the fewer chosen be among the fewest of the faithful? This is the story of Gray Mitchell. He is just but all of us before we knew Christ: a troublemaker, and a rebellious foul-mouthed individual. But what happens when God gives Him the encounter of a lifetime? He repents. But through his journey, many circumstances rain on his parade: persecutions, depression, tested friendships and more. This story is based on true to life events with a little sprinkle of fiction.

Letting go is so easy for some but not for me. I don't know but my heart is just so stubborn. I don't easily give up. It takes me a very long time to let go. My eyes can always see the other side of the story. A flicker of light in the candle gives me hope for a better future. But that was changed that Sunday afternoon when I communicated with him the feelings I've been holding on...the hurt that caused me so much pain that seemed to rip off my heart again and again. I've tried to hold his hands, but to my surprise, it felt cold. I knew that there was something missing. Well, perhaps the pain was so strong that my love was overshadowed by it. It saddened me to know that I felt that way. But I'd never been so true to my feelings before. I just don't know. I could justify everything that was out of standard but not that time. Ending any relationship is really hard and devastating. I couldn't believe that I was thinking that way that time. Fear engulfed my heart. There were many "what ifs" in mind. And the thing was I didn't have the courage to say goodbye. It would be just fine if I'd be the one being left behind. I never saw myself saying goodbye. It was true that I've been so hard on myself. I'd been thinking of the feelings of others more than mine. My heart couldn't contain the feeling of hurting someone. In my mind, I knew that I should be kind to myself that time. I should give myself a chance to move on and grow...to be happy. For that one time, I wanted to decide for myself. I wanted to be true to my feelings. I am Faith and this is my story... Author's Note: I pray that you will be able to enjoy this story. This is the unedited version since I explored publishing this with WestBow Press in 2018. God bless you my dear friends and readers.

FROM A CHRISTIAN GIRL'S PERSPECTIVE "The internet can be used as our voice and writing this book is an opportunity for me to share my beliefs to others and fulfill my purpose of making disciples and glorifying God."-Marielle Hey! You came across this book not by accident but by His will. Whether you're curious about Christianity or if you're still a young Christian or you've been Christian for a long time, this book is for you. I am just a growing Christian girl who wants to share what God has done in my life, what He has promised for us, great song suggestions, advice and stuff. I'm sorry if the grammar is not perfect or if I have typos but I'll try to correct those. If you're still reading this, I want you to know that you are so much more than who you think you are. However, if you will just go to the comment section to bash me because of my faith, you are just wasting your time. Remember that we each have our own beliefs and you should respect that. Honor God. Make Disciples. P.S. Message me anytime if you want to talk about anything or want to ask for advice. But most importantly, talk to God first. Ranked # 1 on Spiritual (September 18, 2016) Ranked #2 on Spiritual (May 20, 2016) Ranked #5 on Spiritual (May 4, 2016) Ranked #11 on Spiritual (May 3,2016)