"What's my name?" "Daddy."

"Why can't you trust me?" Daddy Issues | 1st book Trust Issues | 2nd book

Loneliness. Sadness. Depression. These are all emotions 15 year old Brittany experiences and journals about on a daily basis. She feels that no one cares anymore and that she is unlovable. Her best friend starts bullying her with the help of her boyfriend, Grayson Dolan. Ethan, his twin, becomes friends with Britt, but can he even begin to help this drowning girl? **TRIGGER WARNING** Frequent mentions of depression and suicide thoughout most of the book so please don't read if you are easily triggered. I don't want anyone getting hurt <3

When I first met you I had no idea you'd be so important to me. But when I did meet you I wanted something. I didn't know what it was, maybe friendship, maybe more. But now, I could not be more thankful for you. I let you into my world then you became it. You make me happy in many different ways. Everyone thinks of how beautiful you are, but behind that pretty face there's also a good personality and a heart of gold. If I could tell you how much you mean to me I would. It will take forever, but I don't mind.

*Sequel to And When He is Here* She has this theory. One that says you can't be upset if you're dancing in the rain. She says that it's physically impossible, it's like all good things is stored up in little water droplets that fall from the sky. I don't really know how she came up with this, but I know it's only from personal experience. She says that when you're in the rain, no umbrella, no rain coat, that you have to be happy. Well, she's clearly never been in a situation like this. Because here I am, standing out in the cold rain, torn apart.

"why are you staring at me" "because you're beautiful" "you must be blind" "i am" "then how would you know i'm beautiful?" "i just do" warning: this book is so so so so cringeworthy and cliche and poorly written ! written before i had any idea how to develop a story lmao. slowly editing